thE nEvEr EnDiNg liFe...: September 2016

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Pain, sadness, tears

I really hope I have that courage to get over this pain.
Once again, being hurt again.
This time round it felt like I fell from Heaven to Hell. It's so painful and hard to pick myself up again.
How many times do I have to go through this in my life?
Whenever I thought I found the one, when I commit myself to him, nothing turns out good.
I remember you used to ask me " Why do all your exs breaks your heart? What's wrong with them or what's wrong with you? "
I guess, now you know the reason better than I do. Because, you guys don't truly love me.
You guys' love for me is superficial (appearance,body, just for fun and nothing serious)
But, do you guys know that I committed myself fully to each relationship?
I guess I had enough of all these superficial and fake love relationship.
I HAD ENOUGH !!!!
You guys are not gonna have any more chance to hurt me.
I would live my life of how I want it to be. No one is gonna take that away and hurt me no more.