Sunday, May 31, 2009

Finisher of Sundown 42KM Marathon

YES i did it!!!!

The new wound jus beside the old one =((
OB Rox!!!!


Yeah!!!! i completed my first 42KM Marathon!!!! hahahahax!!! such a great self achievement...coz i'm running all alone!!! hahax

Running alone for such a long distance is reali a great challenge to me...as i'm used to running with a grp..coz i always know that they are there to encourage and support me...but running alone..it's about your self mental determination, it requires alot of concentration, determination, and self motivation...hahahax...
During the first 20km, i tried my best not to stop my pace and continue running without stopping and to be completing it by 3am and i made it...but before reaching the 19km, i had a fall!!! OMG!!! it's so suay la!!! coz i saw lots of them running at fast speed n overtaking each other..thus i decided to run by the side of the pavement..and in the end i miss a step and fall...it's so demoralising la...coz the wound is jus nxt to my old wound which have not been fully recovered and yet another one beside it now...haiz...but i still manage to complete the first 20km within my own target...subsequently the rest of the 22 km i walked through out..as my keen cap it's reali damn pain n swollen liao..thus have to walk instead of run lor..haiz..and i realise smth...the more u walk the more tired u will get...thus jus give a little jog at slow speed will not be so tiring after all...but my keen cap jus cant take it so in the end i suffer the other half of the journey by walking...but after all....i still manage to complete the whole marathon...

Along the way, there's point of time that i thinking of giving up, complaint to myself " u idiot!!! why u want to pay money to get all these pain??" BUT!!!! i quickly change my attitude again...coz i know if i keep thinking of the negative thought, i definitely not going to complete this marathon..thus i jus find myself some motivation to keep myself alive..hahax...motivation like the distance, the sense of achievement after completion and of coz my VIP!!! hehex ^^
For the last 2km, all my motivation come into place and i start to run!!! hahahax...when i reached the finishing line, my grp of OB peeps cheer for me!!! OMG!!! So touched!!! they were shouting my name, and thus the others who i dunno them start to cheer for me too...hahahx...i was so pai sei la!!! lolx!!!! thanks supporters!!!! u guys are the best!!! u guys rox!!!!

Learning point about myself...
1. knowing that if i give full determination and concentration, i definitely will able to achieve/complete what i want.
2. I'm a person who needs goal/target at all times.
3. I'm able to restand pain for quite long!!!

coz now my 2 leg is aching like hell!!! every movement hurts!!! sit,walk,stand,squat,bath it reali hurts la!!! tml going to be a cripple when going to sch liao...haiz

ok i gtg do my project liao...tml presentation sia...sian!!! but still have to do it!!!
Still wondering how am i going to go sch tml with my 2 leg aching like hell....hahax

Friday, May 22, 2009

OMG!!! so busy!!!!

Yeah!!! ended I-camp last weekend!!! it's a fantastic camp!!! hahax...i enjoyed!!! i suffer...i learn...i angry...n lastly i cried...lolx..

Being a Programme Coordinator in a camp is never easy....esp in NPOB...coz everything is ur business during n before the camp...not only programmes but the others like logistic n F&B is in the PCs business as these inter link our programmes...thus my partner(hafiz) and i will have to do all the sai kang to make sure that everything goes on smoothly and on time...this is the part tat always goes wrong....as different pple have different kind of organising skills...thus the PCs job is to patch them up all tgt as one...and that's when all the argument n disagreement come into place...hahahax...ya being extremely stressed out on the second day of the camp, esp on the 2nd day night....everything jus dont get into place...and i have to solve problems everywhere...running up n down left n right...i suddenly thought " why i'm doing all this shit?" but after all, the ans i could give to myself is...becoz u are the PC u have to do it...n i asked " why am i a PC?" n the ans is i love to challenge myself...so no complaints!!! hahahax...overall i learnt alot of things about people n working with people=)

ok end of camp!!!! now is PROJECTS!!!!!
ZOMG!!!! i have 2 project presentation and a test nxt week!!!!
haiz....and i haven prepare any of them=((
n the Ship Design Test!!!! i dunno what i have learnt so far lor..haiz...
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Sunday, May 10, 2009

normal days...

hmmm..it's jus another week gone...hahaz...but this week was a very hectic one...coz I-camp it's jus this coming Friday...lots of meetings n Reece on Public Holiday=(
yeah!!! cant wait for it to be over!!! hahahax...coz this means that i have one load down but most importantly is that my VIP is coming back soon!!! jus nice it' on my last day of camp..hehex..miss him so much ^^
Hectic week coz finish my attachment presentation on Friday...talking abt Friday...OMG it's reali i very "good" day for me la...wake up in the morning n realise i'm late for the lesson at 9am, thus i decided to take a cab down...so i went to the MRT station to take the cab...then i hop onto the cab and tell uncle where i want to go...
" Uncle, Ngee Ann Poly "
then he drove off..on the journey, i feel tat the route was weird..but i thought it's becoz he took the different route...but after exiting the expressway, i realised he took me to Ang Mo Kio n the road sign say" Nanyang Poly " i was like OMG!!!! then i told the uncle" Uncle, i want to go Ngee Ann Poly!!! not Nanyang!!!!" The uncle reaction was like" OH!!! sorry!!! " but it's too late liao...he already exited PIE..so have to make a big U-turn back to PIE...on the way i saw the meter keep going, money keep going too...my heart pumping faster too...OMG!!!! i only have $38 with me...then after some time...i saw the uncle turn off the meter..HENG ar!!! hahahax...after reaching NP the uncle asked " how much u normally take to NP from Marsiling station? " i said ard $2o..thus i jus give him $20 lor...hahahax...by the time i reach class it's ard 9.30 liao..i think if i take train mayb will be faster lor..hahahahax
ok gtg slp liao...tml lesson at 9am..hope will not be late again hehehex ^^
gdnitz =)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

dancing all day long!!!

wow!!! have a great workout today!!! hahax...coz been dancing from morning till evening!!! OMG this is crazy la...it's been so long i had not been dancing and today spend all my strength dancing till my feet ached like hell now. Had some blisters on both feet la...damn it...
But after all it's all worth it!!! coz my frenzs and i we reali have great fun and had a great laugh at each other hahahax...the inflexibility of us moving in weird dance movements and all the knocking and banging onto each other due to poor coordination...hahahax...omg so funny!!!
will post the video once after the camp is over. IF i remember hehex =p
ok i'm super tired now...gtg slp liao..tml lesson at 9am hahax..i will try not to be late hahax...at least i try huh?
gdnitz!!!
i miss u so much!!!! (14 days to go)
Jia you my VIP!!!!